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Saturday, December 20th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:06 am. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | tommarw. |
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my cousin is THE coolest person ever! i love her. were having soo much fun! friday we went to universal studios. it was soo much fun. i love jillians dad! haha later was the galeria. it was fun also. i think i needed to get out with my friends. we met ed. hes really hottnessss! jillian found this new group or w/e. they didnt like us cuz they left us, but w/ee!! today = working at Princess Spa for 50- 80 dollars. its awsome!
to everyone, HAPPY HANNUKA..barry knows wut i want for the holidays. speaking of barry, i miss you soo much. we have to see each other. <3
okk thats it..comment please
<3 ashleyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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Saturday, December 13th, 2003
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| Subject: | yay! |
| Time: | 5:19 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | a voice within. |
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my life is getting better! my mom is acting cooler. today shes like lets go get our nails done. and she took me to get school pants even tho she yelled at my 2 weeks ago that i'm leaving and i dont need them. tommoarw shes taking me to get some more stuff. I LOVE MY MOMMY! last nite i went to the galeria. boring as normal. tonite i have to clean my room and get ready for my cousin to come in from canda tommarw. shes soo cool. i cant wait. were gonna go shopping and stuff its gonna be fun. so today my mom told me and nicole we got invited to this little 8 year olds b-day and its at the "princess spa" so were like..
- free nails done
- free massage
- free hair done
- free make up
count us in! so we went and my dumb mom read the invation wrong its next saturday so the lady at the desk asked us if we wanted to get a job thier and do all the little kids and get 80 DOLLARS EACH TIME! yea yea yea. so now we have a "job" haha.
so i have my list made what i want for hannaka and christmas. these holidays are gonna be fun. i've been so happy these days. i know why. ever since i really thought about stuff i relized everythings pretty good. the only thing is that my mom is signing me up to acting schools she says i should have my life made out already. and so now i think i might have to be an actress or something like that. eww. but my papa said that i can go to elco if i get in. so me and lauren are gonna have a good time going around looking at new schools lol. and also they said i cant go back to mcp next year cuz i've been complanting to much wutever thats supposed to mean. so everythings getting better and better by the day. i'm really happy.
tommarows emma's birthday! she's been counting down like every day. lol i know what i am getting her and i'm going tmmoarw to get it from the bh's shopping center. oh yea my mom, nicoles mom me and nicole are going shopping tommoarw at the bh mall thing. its gonna be fun. hhahah at school reve got suspened for saying "giving me a dention is bull shit" haha. i think thats soo dumb! okk i'm bored of writing now.
talk to you later..comment!
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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| Time: | 9:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. |
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its that time of the year again. where you wear scarfs, gloves, snuggle, be with the people you love , share presents you know. but i have no one to share this all with at the moment. i have some one on my mind though. its great. I'm moving out of my house, moving in with my grandparents. i cant take it. the yelling, the fighting, the threating, its not worth it for me. i need to get away from all of this. i need to start new. thats why i am leaving my school. and keeping a few memories. i really need a boyfriend. hmm..
for 1 week i am going to my cousins house in conn./ new york.
here are the plus's..
- no parents
- 1 friend
and it gets better..
-MY GRANDPAS CRIET CARD! =)
my whole family thinks its good if i get away just see how it is. maybe i'll go to boarding school or something. get away for the year. my mom signed me up for elco. well i'm still thinking about it. i guess my new nick name is a "chipmunk". its great cuz chipmunks are soo cute. hehe...i decided that i'm going to update all of my pictures that i take from now on.. so can anyone help me put them on? lol
oh yea my weekend was messed up. i was/am in the worst mood ever. its crazy. well at least me and my mom are kinda talking. and my dad for sure is coming home tommoarw. and i hope once i leave this house and in a few months when i come back it will be back to sum wut normal. but doubt that.
i think i wrote enough..
comment and tel me wut you want for christmas.. <3
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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Monday, December 1st, 2003
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| Time: | 3:49 pm. |
| Music: | talking and crying with lauryn. |
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i'm so done. i'm done trying to be wutever anyone else wants me to be. its all me. no more makeup. no more high trends. nothing. i'm threw. no more trying to prove to people i'm cool. or i'm just like everyone else. i cant stand it anymore. my friends are changing. i know your supposed to change but not in this way. i at least have lauryn <33. montcliar sucks. you think you have those friends you can trust with anything but then you turn arond and they are just treating you like your nothing. i'm starting fresh. fresh with new friends. a fresh start. a new me. i hope everyone enjoys this new me. accually no i can care less. i dont need anyones opinion but my own. i am who i want to be. i'm tired on my repuation, thats gay beacuse no one takes the time to get to know the real me.
you want to look like everyone else. act like everyone else. talk, dress, do your hair, like the same people as everyone else. go ahead. but just remember for me. wut you see is wut you get. i have nothing to hide nothing to be ashmaed of. i can go out with stripped shirt and poka toded pants and have the best time iwth my friends. but you, sit thier wearing the same trends doing what everything everyone does. that sure sounds fun.
lauryn<3- i love you for you, not for who your friends with, wut you wear, anything. i love lauryn. your beautiful on the inside and out. i can drop everyone and only be friends wth you and have the best time when everyone is pointing and laughing. i love you forever bff. your the TRUE meaning of a bestfriend.
We have a friend, she calls us her bestfriend. She doesnt understand where we come from or wut were thinking. she just wants to be like everyone else. is this cute? wut should i wear? help me guys i want to look good? thats wut we hear. she wears more make up the a whole store, trying to be someone shes not. people give her looks, people laugh and say shes trying to hard. well its true. and we know you know who you are. we hope you learn from this and sit down and think as hard as you can. becuase one day when were not here to tell you wut is cute and wuts not your going to understand everything and understand where we come from. thats not only for this 1 girl thats for anyone. you all try so hard to be someone your not. if you cant accept yourself, who can? you dont see the beauty that lies in your heart? call you ugly call you beautiful but its not the face, its the heart.
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-ashlee
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:12 pm. |
| Mood: |  bouncy. | | Music: | jw- with you. |
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HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!
today- went to my papa and nanas house. fun with the whole family. ate like for a army.
Friday- shopping with my cita cuz i'm good. Probley getting a new cell. later with brandon, zach, nicole, lauryn, franky and moree people. yay! then people are sleeping over. funness!
Saturday- just hanging out at peoples house..then amc or ga hmm? hah
Sunday- hanging out again..doing wutever
<33
[1] when and how did we meet:
[2] what did you first notice about me:
[3] what do you like most about me:
[4] are we friends:
[5] have you ever seen me with my shirt off:
[6] have you ever seen me cry:
[7] describe me in four adjectives:
[8] if we could spend a day together what would we do:
[9] have we ever gotten in a fight:
[10] if you could give me a present what would it be:
[11] would you hug me:
[12] what do you really think of me:
[13] have we ever kissed:
[14] has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
[15] wanna makeout:
[16] is there anything you dont like about me:
[17] what makes you think of me:
[18] whats your name:
[19] am i nice to you:
[20] have we ever dated:
COMMENT CUZ IM COOLIO!
bye peeps (haha lauryn)
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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friday- went to color me mine with franky! nicole got grounded so she couldnt come!! but we still love her! it was soo fun
saturday- stayed home, went online ( as ussualy) and then at nite AMC with nicole, jillian, her hot friends,franky, brandon and zach. we saw Cat in the Hat. wow. haha it was fun <33
sunday- jenny and emma came over and then we went to the galeria with brandon it was fun toooo.
my weekend was pretty fun
last kiss: brandon s.
last good cry: dont remember..
last library book uhhh...
last movie seen: scary movie 3
last book read: all american girl
last cuss word uttered: dont remember
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed: gym
last crush: no comment
last phone call: brandon m.
last tv show watched: forgot
last time showered: last night
last shoes worn: uggs
last cd played: my mix
last item bought: movie ticket
last downloaded: forgot
last annoyance: my mommmmmmmm
last disappointment: muscle pains
last soda drank: sprite
last thing written: this
last key used: house key
last word spoken: ok mom
last sleep: 9:45AM
last im: brandon a. and nicole
last sexual fantasy: you
last weird encounter: nicole
last ice cream eaten: at the lammyyyy choclate mint
last time amused: ?
last time wanting to die: forgot
last time in love: hmmm...
last time hugged: today
last time scolded:
last time resentful: never
last chair sat in: my chair now
last lipstick used: sephora pink
last underwear worn: pinkk vickys =)
last bra worn: vickys
last shirt worn: pink shirt
last time dancing: to music at nicoles
last poster looked at: today at tower
last show attended: ?? forogt??
last webpage visited: lj
current clothes: jeans & the tank
current mood: blankkk
current music: mintyy fresh
current taste: gum
current annoyance: ?
current smell: lauryn!!
current thing i should be doing: studying =(
current desktop picture: me+nicole+lauryns=uggs cuteee
current refreshment: saliva?
current worry: why am i doing this?
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<33 ash
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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im really mad! cuz i just made a whole entry and it got erased! so here i go again...today we went to the Brentwood thingy, we got alot of stuff! nicoles mom gave us her CRIET CARD! CHA CHING! hahaha we bought everything! it was soo fun! then our great day went down the drain! we went to this gay thing with drwe,karan,jillian,sean<33,ryan,sarah, ian and jesse. for drews "bike thing" we walked over to this chicken place and ate! yum cuz thats wut were best for! last nite i couldnt go to the galeria so me and lauryn had a plan cuz she was allowed to go but then we thought that if i could get all dressed and stuff and go my mom would say "ohh screw it ashlee go have fun" but noo my mommmys mean!! grrr so we left and got dominos and watched A WALK TO REMEMBER. gets sader each time i watch it. ugg Mandy Moore is soo pretty. DAMN HER! anways tommoarw im going more shopping then im going to watch my brother baseball game cuz im such of a nice sister. then me and lauryn HAVE to get a new book for english cuz ours was a "series" eww. and i was a good book i was accually kinda exicted to read it. well now i guess i have to get some boring book like "hobbit" or somteing that has sparknotes! bawhahah. well jillian wut about monday nite? that would be good? oh yea if matthew is reading this i am mad at you! and you should know why! call mee pleaseeee! anyways i know people ussually dont read these long ass entrys. i got another dention for not turning in my 1 homework!! the one day that i dont turn in my hw i get dention well at least i have to do it with lauryn! yay! were doing it on monday! woo hoooo were super cool..new background yay or gay? haha that sounds funny! anyways my friend Brittney from Geremy is coming in! oh yea did i ever tell aynone that i love barry hes soo cooool! and i want that PRESENT you said you had for me?? hummmmm i wonder! hahahahah soo i think your bored of my blahh blaahhh blahhh so COMMENT CUZ YOU LOVE ME! hahaha
<33 ashlee
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
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Monday, October 13th, 2003
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| Time: | 10:21 pm. |
| Mood: |  flirty. | | Music: | wuts new pussy cat. |
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omg! this is going to be soo good! i had the best weekend ever!! haha ask me about it! omg! im totally hyper..well i had such a good weekend. im supposed to be grounded but they my parents said "i forgot why your grounded" haha so this upcoming weekend is the shiz! im talking to like all the guys on my buddylist! haha im so cool! mann o mann!! that is wut your tounge is for! haha (nik and franky) can you help me fidn my pussy cat?(nik and franky) the 2 best friends ever! omg im having shit with people! that i hate! omg you know wut sux is when parents talk aboutpeople with people! grr i hate people! hahahahaha im hyper and bored!
comment!
ashleee <333
m333
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Monday, September 15th, 2003
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today school started...
im with alot of cool people, expect nicole shes in 1 track up. but shell move down i really dont know why shes in the track lol. today i was soo tired i almost feel asleep with fester in the last 2 periods.my teachers seem uhhhhh okk. i mean i have mrs.hawkins i already had her in 7th grade and i didnt get the best grade but w/e lol im kinda happy it started but im not lol if you know wut i mean..me and barry are chill! okk
my weekend----
friday- calabasas game with elyssa funness!! lol
saturday- zach came over and we went to the montcliar came and saw the MCP cheerleaders cheer! yay! and then we went to mcdonalds. and nicole came home with us. we chilled for a while and then zach left at 7. then me and nicole hung out and rented movies!
sunday-ell all day, also fun.. it was kinda werid cuz me and nicole said hi to eric and he only said hi back to me hahah it was funny and werid at the same time well anways thats my funnnnn weekend!!!
next sunday is my b-day soo you have to think of the BEST present ever( cuz im worth it)!! me and nicole (not fox) are going to do something for our b-days cuz its like 4 days apart its going to be funnnnnn.....
okk comment!!!!!!
bye.
<3ash
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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